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Okay so guess who I talked to for a little bit today?! ...DAVID OHHHH YES. I`m gonna` post the convo so you guys can read it and see why I love this man sooo much. Okay, you won`t really see why but shhh.

Teri + David ConvoCollapse )


I love him and his geetar. Lol KeLz !!

2 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

[02 Sep 2002|05:13pm]
[ mood | content ]

Okay, obviously this journal was deleted but I undeleted it so you guys would know that I have a new journal. The username is qlamorous so add that one, okie dokie? b`bye!

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[14 Aug 2002|11:56pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I'm deleting this journal. Too many bad memories so, yah. My new lj name is : qlamorous. So, add that one! P'z.

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In a moment of sadness, I wrote this. [14 Aug 2002|11:25pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Why did you do this to me? Why did you lie about everything? You lied about your feelings, your thoughts, your love for me. It hurts still. And though I say you don't matter, you do. I loved you with all of my heart and you still broke it. I gave up a lot for you. A good reputation, people liking me, everything. Countless times I cried for you. But did you ever really care? I doubt it. You were my first love. I even brought you to meet my mom. I fought with my dad for you. I had such great expectations for our love. Those expectations are gone now though. Along with my ability to trust, and possibly even love. I was independent without you, before you. But now, I can't stand on my own two feet. You cheated, you lied, you decieved, how could you be so cruel? I loved you and wanted you for you. But it wasn't enough. I cried with such sadness, loved with such a great amount of love, and then in return my soul died when we parted. I fought for you, I gave you everything I possibly could for almost three years. How could you have been so hurtful? Why couldn't you of told me the truth? And you know what hurts the most of all? The fact that I still care, when you probably don't.

[[ I wrote this last night as I looked through my ex's box that I made for everything him and I did together. I found an old picture, and it broke my heart. ]]

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Updating! [13 Aug 2002|10:53pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Well I didn't update yesterday cuz I got lazy, so I thought I would now. I'm bored + stuff so, here I go! ;D

Yesterday: Me + Jessica went + picked up Naomi from her house + went to Sizzler for lunch. It was yummy! I enjoyed my food. But yah, towards the end we were all playing with our food + Naomi knocked her drink over. Lmfao, it was so funny. She stood up and she had a big ass mark on her pants from the ice + drink. Mwahaha. So after that we took her to her house so she could change. I finally met Waffles [the goldfish] and she changed then we went to Kmart for .. lack of places to go. We were just kinda' shopping around. I got two magazines. The YM with Ashanti on the front + then the Teen with Hilary Duff [Lizzie McGuire] on the front. Then we went to the self - checkout stand + Jessica saw Pepsi's new blueberry soda. So we all got those. Then Jessica dropped off me + Naomi and we made food for our lunch. We had:

-Peanut Butter + Jelly Sandwich
-White Cheddar Cheez-Its
-Chocolate Chip Cookies

It was pretty grub. My mom came home + we left for driving school. It's pretty cool! My teacher [Mr. Linear] is really funny + stuff. There are three cute guys! Yay! But, yah. I don't talk to any of them ... well, I talked to one of them today. We were talking about how we think our teacher is a little gay. Lol. But that's later. Anyhoot. Last night we just sorta' watched some videos [Lol, Naomi ``Dawson's Creek``!!], took a test and that was about it.

Today: Me + my mom picked up Naomi at 2:30 and drove up to the school. We still had like, 20 minutes so we put our stuff inside and walked to the MiniMart across the street. Thank God we didn't get run - over by a semi. Lol, our teacher told us that! And then class started + this railroad guy [I forget what position he was .. conductor or something] talked to us about trains. Lol, his first words were: ``Rule Number One: Don't get hit by a train!`` LMFAO. I was like ya! Good rule! He was there for about an hour and then we took a test and watched some movies. About 7:00ish, we watched Red Asphault. OMG .. at first we were all excited cuz it's yenno, famous but it was sad!! I didn't like it. I will always wear my seatbelt! ;D Hehe. After that, these two girls almost got in a fight. It was a black girl and a white girl. I wish the white girl woulda' got her ass kicked cuz she deserved it. But yah, they got kicked out of driving school I think. After that we watched Dawson's Creek and then it was time to go basically. Oh, we took another test too. If I had gotten two more right, I would've passed. :D I was happy.

That's about it now. Me + Naomi wanta' go see xXx tomorrow but fuckin Jessica's phone is off. That bugs me that it's off. It's never off. Gr. Oh well.

flex your muscles.

[11 Aug 2002|10:18pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Tomorrow starts my first day of driving school. I'll be going with my little sister from 3:00 - 9:30 .. *sigh* I don't think I'll be updating much for the next week or so. Just a warning. Leave me lots of comments!

2 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

[11 Aug 2002|11:57am]
[ mood | cranky ]

"My Friends Over You"

I’m drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it’s all right to pretend
That we still talk
It’s just for show, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
You need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)

Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans we made
When I was never to be found
And it’s all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart

Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)

Just maybe you need this
You need this…
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you

1 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

My favorite part of this song ... [11 Aug 2002|02:10am]
[ mood | Singful! Yay, new word! ]

3LW : I Do

Baby I see you and me together
Baby how can I just make you see
I'm the only one you need
So please let me know right now
Cuz it's true, I want you
Say that you want me too

1 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

So many orgasms in one movie .. [11 Aug 2002|12:33am]
[ mood | All orgasm`d out ]

#$@#&%&*%&Y#%@$R%T@$#^$Y^#%& .. I saw xXx tonight. OMG you people must go see it! It is soooo good. You just don`t understand. I swear, I creamed like 39052348630 times, lol. At one point I told Jessica ``This is much better then a orgasm.`` ..Now that tells you something. Now I must go and find naked pictures of Vin Diesel. I don`t care if their real or not, I want them. ;D

1 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

Guess who's back? Back again .. teri's back .. tell a friend! [10 Aug 2002|12:45pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]


So last night I couldn't update again 'cuz I ended up spending the night at Jessica's house. She got here at like, 9:00ish and then we left for Hollywood Video + her house. We went to Hollywood Video + got Crossroads. Then we left there to go to her house. We got there and omg .. we lost the movie like, not even 10 seconds after we got in. Lol, so we spent the next 20 minutes trying to find it. It ended up being in her room, lol. So we watched it and OMG it is such a good movie! I love it! I think Britney Spears did a really good job!! The boy [Ben // Anson Mount] is friggin' hot! But not as hot as my Derrell!! After we watched that we were all hyper + stuff so we rewinded the movie to the part where she sings ``I Love Rock'n'Roll`` and we danced to it. Lol, we were dorks. Then we were going through all of her old stuff [letters, notebooks, etc] and she used to talk shit about me! Lol, it's okay though I still love her <33. But like, she used to not like me 'cuz of my ex-boyfriend Garrett. Lol, turns out she had this major crush on him. So I was teasing her saying ``Haha, I had him when you wanted him!`` Lol, it was funny. After that, her brother came home all drunk + he was playing with her dog Penny. Omg he was cracking me up. He was like ``Teri .. I know you're Jessica's best friend .. but I need a best friend too. So you can't be her best friend anymore. You have to be mine.`` Lol, I was like aww .. how sweet! Hehe. I felt special. OMG .. lmfao. I just remembered. The first time we were watching the movie, outta' nowhere Jessica blurts out ``Privates in the dirt!`` LMFAO I've never laughed so hard. So now that's our thing. That and ``We voted and you lost``. We got that from the movie .. hehehe! Anyhoot, we ended up watching the movie over and over again until about 5am and then we went to sleep.

This morning I woke up to Jessica + her mom fighting ;\ .. but Jessica said it wasn't a big deal cuz they'd apologize to each other soon anyways. I picked up Jessica's room a bit and now I'm home. She went to go take Joe to work so yah. I better go though, she's coming back right now for me so we can go see xXx. Yaaaaahhh baby!! Lol Bye!!

1 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

By the way .. [09 Aug 2002|02:52pm]
[ mood | My Eyes Hurt .. ;\ ]

I decided to use the fragile ujournal, so my ujournal name is: fragility. So, in the little type box thingy it should say: www.ujournal.org/users/fragility Okie dokie? ;D Bye guys.

3 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

-Scratches Head- [09 Aug 2002|02:41pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

God, my ear itches again! Lol, sorry. So yah, I've been up and awake for awhile. I slept 'till 1:00 today so yay, no curse like my sister said! [Lol, b`annie] But anyhoot.

I figured out how to make my own icons. ;D They aren't flashy or anything but I like them. I made the one that I'm currently using. It's ME!! Aren't I just so sexy? Lol, too bad that picture is 2 years old. Lol, oh well. I love that picture.

Right now I'm dL'ing a bunch of songs. I'm dL'ing ..:

-Aaliah ``Try Again``
-Brandy ``Best Friend``
-Mya ft. Sisqo ``All About Me``
-DMX ``How's It Goin' Down``
-Corrupt ft. Natina Reed ``It's Over Now``
-Shakira ``Underneath Your Clothes``
-Hoobastank ``Running Away``

That's all I have so far. -Shrug- Any suggestions?

I have to pee. Bahhh. I was supposed to go and see xXx this morning with Jessica, but she never called me back yesterday. That sorta' pissed me off 'cuz whenever she leaves a message on my phone I call her back as soon as I get it, no matter what I'm doing ... but she doesn't do it back? Whatever. I'm really pissed about that right now. -Huff-

I'm gonna' go on MMUSA.TV right now and dedicate a bunch of songs. One is going to my b`annie <3 Hehe. Well, that's about it. Bye!

2 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

UJ News [08 Aug 2002|11:22pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Okay so I made like 6 UJournals to show off the different layouts I have. ;D I really need help as to which one to keep, so you guys comment on which ones you like okay?

in the heat of the moment
all i want is affection
green with envy [maxamize it]
a little color never hurt
hott in hurr [maxamize it]

So tell me which one guys.

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The truth [08 Aug 2002|10:28pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Okay so I haven't been honest about something. It's a sorta' big something, but nothing that's going to dramatically change lives. Okay so .. I have a boyfriend. I've had a boyfriend for the past .. oh, almost 5 months? We started dating in March, and we still are. I don't talk about him cuz I don't talk to him. He lives 15 minutes away, and I never see him. And everytime we talk on the phone, we fight. And I really don't have the nerve to break up with him. I do sometimes, but then other times I'm like ..``what if this is it?`` you know? He says I'm it for him. That if he could, he'd marry me. But somehow, I don't believe him. I don't trust him. At all. I dunno anymore. I really don't.

2 couldn't beat derrell - flex your muscles.

Taquitos = Need Ranch Dressing .. ;\ [08 Aug 2002|03:31pm]
[ mood | hot ]

-Munches a plain ass taquito- ..Bah. We need ranch dressing. -Huff- So yah, me and my mom took a fieldtrip to her fiance's house. ;D It was cool. It took us fucking forever though cuz it's all the way out in buttfuck China. -.- He lives by my brother Michael. But like, yah. His house is really nice. And I saw the horsie [Dakota] in the backyard. ;D His son was home, but since he doesn't know about my mom we couldn't say hi. -Sigh- I really wish Jon would get the friggin balls to just tell Jon, Jr. cuz it's really annoying knowing about him but him not knowing about me. It sucks. ;\ I think he'd be cool as a friend! Hopefully he's nothing like my real brother, cuz that'd be bad. I'd get picked on 24/7 and no one [especially me] wants that.

()*&^*%^$%#$*&)(()@ yes! I found ranch dressing! Yum yum. I know I shouldn't be eating right now though, cuz I'm going out to dinner con la familia para mi hermanas ... bithday. Dude, why can't I remember how to say birthday in spanish?!!? I keep thinking conocer or abuela, but conocer is a verb an abuela is a grandma. -Huff- I'm so frustrated with this!! I'll ask my brother. He'll know. Hah, I was way off. It's cumpleanos. Deeerr. ;D Yay, now I can finish my sentence!! Tonight I'm going out with la familia para mi hermana's cumpleanos. ;DDDD Yay.

Oh yah, before I forget. My brother Michael broke his leg. ;\ I didn't know this happened. My sister called me today and told me, but supposedly it happened a while ago? I dunno. He got out of his truck wrong. Lol, I was like ``Wow. Takes a genius to break his leg getting out of a car.`` Hehe. So tonight I'll be making fun of him. Good times.

Welp, gotta' go shower and get ready. ttyl!! <33

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Awake at such a God Forsaken hour. o.0 [08 Aug 2002|07:26am]
[ mood | tired ]

Why am I awake so god damn early? I woke up like a little bit at 6:59 .. and rolled over, and .. that was it. I was awake. I was looking at my dog lol. That was it. I started to watch my dog and how cute he is when he sleeps + I just woke myself up. -Cries- Nooooo, need more sleep! Gah, I'm gonna' be a zombie by later tonight .. har. And I have a big ass family dinner thing to go to. La familia is getting together to celebrate my hermana's birthday. I totally just blanked on how to say birthday in Spanish o.0 .. I don't even know why I'm trying to type in Spanish. It just seems like the thing to do cuz that half of the family speaks the language. You know? Erf. -Yawn- Ahhh .. I should be sleeping for like, 6 more hours. This is so unfair. Hm, so yah. To answer Tina's question, yes the Lenny Kravitz song is from the movie soundtrack to Blue Crush. Like, at first I didn't really even like the song. Then I dL'd it anyways cuz I know I'm gonna' be obsessed with the movie + like, it's grown on me. I think it's just cuz the first time I saw the video the chorus bugged me. But it's the best part of the song.

So yah, I decided to post the lyrics to the song to take up some space in this thing. But, because b`annie and I hate it when people don't use the lj cut codes [if you don't know it; IM / Email / Comment me and ask] I'll be posting 'em in a little link. ;D So ..

Here Ya Go Collapse )

So yah. I think I like this song 'cuz I can relate to it. Cuz you know, the whole Cesar thing. That should be my song to Derrell cuz we all know what a sexy motherfucker he is! Lol, hey b`annie! I'm gonna' lick the sweat off his butt!! ;D Lol that was funny. I can't believe I said it. I'm not usually funny like that. Hehe.

I'm gonna' cut this short and see if I can find something to do online. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee~ <3!


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Funny ass joke!! [07 Aug 2002|11:11pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

A cowboy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. "But what the heck," he says to himself, I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your penis?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your penis. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the slogan 'Just Do It.' That guy down at the end of the bar calls his Snickers, because "It really Satisfies'." The cowboy looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left, who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile "TIMEX." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin'! A little shaken, the cowboy turns to the fella on his right, who is sipping a fruity Margarita and says, "So, what do you call yours?" The man turns to him and proudly exclaims, "FORD, because Quality's Job One." Then he adds, "Have you driven a Ford, lately?" Even more shaken, the Cowboy has to think for a moment before he
comes up with a name for his manhood. Finally, he turns to the bartender and exclaims, "The name of my penis is SECRET. Now give me a beer." The bartender begins to pour the cowboy a beer, but with a
puzzled look asks, "Why Secret?" The cowboy says, "Because it's STRONG ENOUGH FOR A MAN, BUT MADE FOR A WOMAN!"

Lmfao. I had to post that, sorry!!
Thanks Jose for sending me that! <33 iLu!!

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La La .. -Dances- [07 Aug 2002|10:22pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

My ear itches. Lol, sorry. That was the honest - to - God first thing that came into my head. Hehe ;D OMG I love this song! Everyone go dL Lenny Kravitz's ``If I Could Fall In Love`` .. it's so goddamn purdy! Lol, look at me. Using obscenities with a purdy song! Hehe. Ahhh, my ears are ringing! Alright dangit. Who the fuck is talking about me!?!? -Looks around- Lol, jp. I don't curr. Annnyyyhoot. I'm kinda' tired. I woke up early today. Well, lol .. okay. I was supposed to get up at 8:00 and clean and pfft. That was a definite negative. So I got up at 11:30 instead. I still cleaned though. I vaccuumed [<- funny word] and stuff so there. ;P I'm such a brat. Hehe. Hm. I need a soda. -Runs to get a Pepsi- Ahhh, pepsi refreshness. Hehe. Right now I am talking to Josh. He's .. erf. I dunno how to explain him short - term wise 'cuz it's not a short story. So, since I'm free [sorta] I'll explain the whole Josh thing. -Sigh; cracks the knuckles. lol- Josh and I dated for four days my sophomore/his junior year. We broke up cuz of stupid reasons. Actually, we started dating for stupid reasons. Lol, but Josh was a good friend. This past year him + I started talking again, and like I really started to like him, even though my [former] friend Ally was dating him. But when they broke up him + I got really close. And like, we were supposed to do stuff, but never really did. And then after that day at John's house .. we stopped talking completley. And at graduation [omg, this was bad] I saw my little sister naomi and her boyfriend John [who is best friends with Josh] so I was talking to them + then Josh came up and hugged me and I made this face like ``ew``.. lol. And yah, this is the first time we've really talked in .. almost a year. -Shrug- I dunno. He's a really cool guy .. when he's not talking shit. Which is hardly ever.


Enough of that. So I'm looking at the box my new cell phone cover came in .. and it has directions to put the cell cover on. Lol. I dunno why. It isn't that hard, folks. <3 Lol. Awiez! I just put my new cell faceplate on and it is so cuuute!!

Ahh, I'm tired of typin' in here. I'm gonna' post me and Josh's conversation for you guys to read and inspect. Gimme comments about it, kay?

teri + josh's convoCollapse )

And hey! Don't go IM'ing him either! Lol, bye guys! <333


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Target Adventures! [07 Aug 2002|09:25pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

Well me + my mom went to Target tonight. It was fun. We actually had a pretty decent time. Like, on the way there I was talking + talking, lol. She was just like ``mrmph`` cuz she had just woken up, but it was still funny. We went to the bank first, to deposit my dad's check [$400.00 towards me] and then we went to Target. Lol, omg. It was so funny! She went to go grab something + it shocked her, and then she went to grab the basket and it shocked her too. Lol, I was rollin'. Then we were looking at cell phone covers [target has some cute ones] and one of the people who work there was like, on my ass. Lol. He was like ``do you need help? im here if you need help? need any help yet?`` I got skurred + ran away. Lol. My mom was like ``don't leave me here!`` and ran too. Then I went and walked around by myself. I do that sometimes. And I got some stuff [I'll be making a list in a min.] and when I found her she was making all these weird ass noises + the lady behind her gave her a funny look, grabbed her kid, and left. Lol <33 omg it was funny. And we were looking at curling irons [cuz I love to do diff. styles with my hair during summer] and there was this one with three barrels and I was like ``I'd get stuck ..`` + I started playing with that twista-braid thing, and lol it got stuck. Mwahaha. It took up like, 10 minutes to get it out. Hehe. But that was the most of our fun trip. I got:

-xXx soundtrack. OMG .. I am so putting that in folder for school. <33
-Yellow froggies cell phone faceplate
-Pillow thing that holds you up .. lol, I dunno it's funny looking but cuuuuute.
-A card for my sister from my dad [her bday was the 6th]
-A card for my sister from me. It's soooo funny! It says:

``Happy Birthday to the smart sister in the family`` on the outside, and on the inside it says: ``From the pretty one`` $!@#@% LMFAO I was rollin' when I saw that. It's great. Super even. Har har.

On the way home we got Del Taco. I got a chicken cheddar quessadilla + some chili cheese + sour cream fries. <33 omg they were so good. Yuuum. ;D

Right now I'm just chillin' here. I'm gonna' put on the xXx CD in a minute. Friday me + Jessica are going to the first xXx movie @%#%#^ I'm making her take me 'cuz I wanta' see it sooooooooooo bad. Yay. Heh.
Well, that's about it. Bye bye.

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*&%%&^%* Thank You Cheche!!!!! [07 Aug 2002|03:35pm]
[ mood | fucking HAPPY!!! ]

FUCK YES. This is the sexiest motherfucking thing I've ever seen!! Omg thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you Cheche!! I love you forever, girl!!

This is my post dedicated to Cheche cuz she's sooo great for doing my background layout for me and doin' the rest of the stuff on my lj! -Humps her lj- OMG .. I'm like spazzing out! This is so perfect, I can't believe it!!

-Humps Derrell like a hamster or a bunny- Good Lord. He is so fine. Again, THANK YOU cheche for doing my background! I'm like, drooling over here for this thing! You are the bestest and I'm adding you to my friends list cuz I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for doing this for me!!

-Humps Derrell once more- Ahh .. heaven. Lol

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